This was written a couple days ago...but not posted until now..these are the thoughts and they might not make sense.but i needed to write them down. and blog you don't talk back so i am telling you.but its the past and now is the future..its a new day..A new beginning
I told you that i was OK..
I let you walk away..
I knew that you knew why i left our conversation..
I could see it in your eyes when i came back..
I couldn't look at you..
All i could do is stair into space or look at the wall in front of me..
I could have gone in your room to tell you i wasn't OK..
But i was in fear of what would happen..
I knew that you weren't OK..
But i was selfish and let you walk away..
I wanted to see if you were OK...
I wanted to be there for you
But i couldn't
I was trap in my own mind..
My own pain..
My own tears..
(I hope you will forgive me after all we are the same person..)
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i dont think i could ever not forgive u cuz like u said we r the same person so by not forgiving u i would be mad at myself..and although most of the time i am its cuz i did something stupid not u. and i will always be there to catch you when you fall because i know how it is to not want to get back up again. i know how it is to just want to give up and never try again but you have to get up, you have to try again because if you dont you will never know what could have been different you never know how things may have changed. so i will always be here for you, i promise im not going anywhere.
thanx, you know that same goes for you..
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