the one thing that i want to do in life is i really want to talk to people about being sexually assaulted and cutting and i really want to kinda do the pay it forward thing..i want someone to be able to say that i made a difference in there life. I don't care if everyone hates me my whole life i just want one person to able to say that i did that one thing to make a change in there life. I may have already did that for that one person but all i am hoping is that they can make a difference in someone Else's life and it can some how change the world. There is one person that i really want to help make a change in their life i want this person to know that i love them with all my heart and i wish that this person would just believe in themselves do what they want to do in life. This person has potential to get really far in life but i really don't think that they think that they will maybe they do but from what i see this person doesn't give themselves enough credit.
If there is one thing that i could fix i think that i would want to fix some of my friendships. I have been alone and very angry lately. being alone in a room is probably one of the scares things for me sometimes. i don't think that you should be scared of yourself but i am. The one thing that i am the most scared of is the weekend coming up..i don't want to be alone but idk if i really want to be around anyone. just the thought of that makes me scared and messes with my breathing.
the more and more i think about it i do not like spoiled people..they piss me off. You can be spoiled and not brag about it but it seems to me that most (i said most not all) spoiled people need to let everyone know that they get everything. I told one of my roommate today that they wouldn't be able to live one day in my shoes because i have to work for my money and i need to pay for things that most kids don't have to pay for and to tell u the truth most kids would hate it but i really like it because when its time for me to enter the real world it won't be that difficult, don't get me wrong sometime i hate it because i get jealous of the fact that most of my Friends have don't have to pay for college.
i just watch this clip on YouTube that inspired me so much. it proves that things are not imposable and you can do anything that you put your mind to.
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=TtweZxNGk1Y
now after watching that think about people in your life that you may have just walked by them while they were having a hard time because you felt that your life was so much harder..i will admit that i have done that. So next time you see someone having a hard time even if you feel like you are having a hard time to just take that one second to ask them if they are OK or if they need help sometimes it makes all the difference in the world to have someone listen to you and every once in a while it might make things better for you. so I have a task for you next time you see someone that looks down or upset just take the one minute out of your life and just smile and say hi to them. that one smile shows them that someone does care and you may even have saved that person's life.
**On a Happy Note: for the people that know Rebecca my suite mate well yesterday she was getting her pace maker checked and last time she set the fire alarm off and deactivated the Internet in Yarnell well yesterday she did it in our room and she didn't deactivate the Internet and she didn't set the fire alarm off..ha ha this is a big accomplishment for her..ha ha
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